My heart's not breaking because I'm not feeling anything at all.

I've come to realize that a huge portion of human existence is based soley upon the fact that we are all meant to be bridges and nothing more, linking friends to others and linking past experiences to the eventual future. I've acted as a bridge--to say I've been meaningless would be a lie, as my bridge-based purpose has clearly been fulfilled--to many and used many for that exact purpose. We were never meant to be best friends forever. Just for a predetermined time, until I introduced you to him. Them. All of them. And then I was rendered useless from your point of view. But to say I'm completely guilt free myself would be a lie. I've used others, and although I'm not proud of my actions, I don't regret what I've done. You have been the link from my desolate past to my hopeful future--nothing more. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.