Not to my surprise, sleeping for six hours tonight didn't make the sinking feeling in my stomach disappear. I have no idea what to do. I have no idea what I want. I'm stalling--stuck somewhere in between a safe bet and something real. Something passionate. Something new and exciting. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. Life has backed me into a corner, but it's not all bad. Being up against the wall allows me to lift my voice to the sky in search of help and rescue. God, I am not my own; I am Yours. My life is Yours and it's my prayer tonight that you do with it what You already know is best because I'm tired of deciding. I can't do it--but You can.